Being honest here….
I still struggle with that question.
“Who am I?” and other’s like it….
“What does God want be to be?”
“Am I good enough for my husband, for my kids, for my friends?”
“Or am I just a waste of a human….?”
And I know deep down, that I am not the only one to ask these horrid questions.
Much of was just asked above is not too bad… or is it?
I think that in all reality…. these questions are more defeating to life being fully lived than they are helpful.
How do I know that… because that is what I have been doing lately.
I have been in a fog of struggles…. Not feeling like I am adequate to any task or for anyone.
Spiritual and religious people would agree I am not…. But God says I am… That HE made me enough and…. get this… He even made me just right! Hard to believe that one.
I need to live in THAT grace…. That HE made me… and made me enough. He wants me to be me. Nothing less, nothing more.
Everyone needs Him to be their center. I have been making myself the center…. that’s what it’s been about. IF I hadn’t, then I wouldn’t have been thinking these things.
So that’s me…. Raw and honest today….
Love you all!
How about you? How do you get through these times? Do you? What has God said to you? If you want to share… I’d like to be encouraged by you 🙂